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TITLE: Weighs Nothing: Five Lies Connor's Father Told Him
AUTHOR: Kita
RATING: PG
PAIRING: N/A
AUTHOR NOTES: I’ve always said I can’t write a 100 word
*sentence*. So I challenged
myself to this. Five drabbles, using the strict definition.
“You also may discover that a child’s
coffin, Mr. Wyndham-Price, it weighs nothing.”
–Holtz, “Loyalty.”
i.
“My apple’s too big.”
“I think it’s perfect,”
Connor’s father says.
Connor chews his lip, while rubbing the waxy surface of a large poster
board with his brown crayola.
“Does it look like a real tree?”
“Sure does.” Lawrence counts the branches, reads
out loud all the Grands and Greats.
“Michael Riley, Grandfather. Pianist.” Everyone
says Connor has musicians’ hands.
Connor pastes his own apple at the bottom of the family tree, then
hands his crayon over. “Put your name on, now.”
“Lawrence Riley, Professor,” the apple says. And in
loopy, six year old scrawl, Connor adds the word “Daddy”.
ii.
“If I sleep, will I wake up again?”
“Yes,” Stephen’s father says.
He tightens the tourniquet over Stephen’s thigh. The bite
stinks of poison.
“You’re certain?”
“Tell me, who sired you?”
“Angelus, the devil.”
“And your mother?”
“A filthy whore.”
“And why must you know you these things?”
“So I may know my destiny.”
“Yes,”
Daniel says, slicing open the wound. Ten year old Stephen does not
wince. “And so you may know I speak only the truth, I tell
you even of
the ugliness. Sleep now.”
Daniel kisses his forehead. “I will not lie to you, Stephen.
Ever.”
iii.
“You’re my real father.”
“Got that right,” Connor’s father says.
Angelus leans against the bars of the cage, one hand in his pants
pocket. “Soulboy doesn’t love you, you
know.”
Connor shrugs. “I don’t care.”
“Liar. Of course you do. All good little boys want their
daddies’ approval.”
“You don’t know anything about love.”
“Maybe not. But I do know about pride. And what you did to
him, with that box? That was some mighty fine work there.”
“Angel deserved it.”
“Course he did! That’s what I’m trying to
tell you.” Angelus smiles. “Your Daddy’s
real proud of you. Son.”
iv.
Connor
dies in a mall on a Sunday, the day of the Lord. He is slaughtered like
Isaac was meant to be, by the blade of an Angel. There is no lamb of
God to take his place.
“Suffer the children to come unto Me,”
Connor’s Father says.
Connor’s eyes are open when the knife comes down, but he does
not see the Kingdom.
Angel’s eyes are wet. His mouth is moving, but Connor
can’t hear the words.
Still, Connor believes, with the purity and passion of an only son. He
will soon be with God. And vampires cannot pray.
v.
At 5:00 AM, Connor cries.
“Shh, everything’s Ok, I’m
here.” Connor’s father says.
He cradles the infant against his chest, presses the warmed bottle to
his mouth.
“Once
upon a time,” Angel begins, meaning to tell his son a classic
bedtime
story. Maybe one about the hero, winning the heart of his dark haired
princess by slaying some wolf. The words catch and fail.
“I’m sorry I can’t tell you what happens
in between, son,” he says. “All I know is how this
story ends.”
Angel grips Connor tighter, and makes his promise: “The
little prince lives happily ever after.”
-End
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